f@#c*!

hahay... everybody went to iligan to to taste a piece of the city's fiesta celebration while I'm here, stuck in the computer and grumbling over my severely infected face cause by zits! shit! what an awfully bad week. and I was kinda excited to watch and bet on my boyfriend's tennis games today (he won twice yesterday... and be playing today without me). I don't wanna go out or be seen by anybody beyond perimeter. I hate my skin... it's over reacting with anything! including the foods i love to eat (seafoods and durian) and the things i do (tennis: dust. sunlight). I have such bad skin that I wanted to commit suicide... on second thought ending my life for a few weeks. yes just a few weeks and be reborn with a new skin! magic2x ba... if only i could find the cure for this (yeah... talking about spending lots of money since highschool "until now" just to get rid of these fucking self-esteem destroyer skin disease! I even tried proactiv for months now only to discover maka buslot lang ug bulsa, tried dr. verallo and even facial care center which cost muchos...animal...namalik lang gihapon) atay mani oooiii!!! the only best solution to stop this problem is to die... yes. I AM DESPERATE. really... i am...

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a not so ordinary morning...

it was a different breakfast in the dining area yesterday... no, it's not the food or the nescafe 3-in-1 coffee that i often sip to wake me up, it's not the dogs either, they still scrambled around asking for hotdogs...no. it was our window. two beautiful flowers peeped and were flaunting and charming with their colors that made it different. they were so lovely that i almost filled my phone memory stick with it. the plant (which i wasn't able to ask my achek baby it's name), towered and went up to the second floor making everybody's mood happier. they are so beautiful and pretty in pink. hhmmm... maybe yesterday could be the start of something to look forward to every morning of what seems to be a boring old window...

beautiful day!*

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connie talbot

the greatest 6 year old singer in the world...

k800i cybershot 3.2

finally... dream came true!!!

my agony has ended just this morning when I went to ozamis and bought my oh so dream phone! bwahahaha!

-cati! salamat sa $60! love shu!!!

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I left my li'l cyber studio (a.k.a pc) last night just to watch kc's documentary which highlights her life in paris. watching it doesn't prove that I am a kc fan but hey! it's a once in a life time spectacular (Paris in kc's perspective). I'm kinda curious what's her life celebrating independence in a romantic city without her mega star mom always tagging along with her. an ordinary rich girl, away from the lime light in the romantic city of paris. i was green with envy when kc spoke french fluently. damn! she's too perfect. tsk. and the city of lights? i fell inlove with paris just watching it. everything is full of passion. suits my personality... geeezzz! hehe. hmmmm... another reason to finish nursing as quick as possible! so after greece...paris! I'm keeping my fingers cross. :J puhon!

as for the documentary. i like the concept. it's cool and simple yet captivating and effective.


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tennis: addictive

haaay ber months are here again. piyongan pasko nasad. birthday nasad. dugang nasad sa edad. tsk. tsk. went to school yesterday (pa check attendance para di ma extansionan sa duty) and i bought 3 trophies para ma wa ang extension. hehe... aug2x and marlo (they are both my nursing barkadas) wanted to play tennis so badly so off we went to capitol with chen - pahimulos mi sa tennis weather, unfortunately murag swimmong pool ang court sa capitol so balhin unta mig laneco (it's been 3 days of dry court haunting. na adik najud!). I texted tatog to travel here para naa silay ka buli... we went to MCC (world class sports complex which is Lanao del Norte's pride) and it was aug's and marlo's first time. lingaw kaayo sila nindot daw kaayo. apas si ate tata. played doubles until sundown. we continued playing in Tubod. played doubles with edman, celia, ate tata, egay, and maam gabata while chen aug and marlo were busy playing at the other court with my boyfriend. hutdan kog hangin ug dinuwa oi. kig duwa unta si butchoy... ga laway ko adtong pairing kami untang tatog... wa nalang kay uli nami. tatog and I ate dinner dri sa balay...atang sakyanan for an hour and a half...mom scolded me for staying out late. paets. * nabuang daw kos akong uyab...san wa gyuy bus or van nilabay...tsk.tsk!

- i'll just post the photos w/in this week. ;)

yes! naa na jud koi kauban adik tennis! si aug2x! hehehehe...

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kay wa nay ma post...

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty
> hmmm... maybe I'm in between taken and flirty*

2) Are you happy with that?
> happy wit what? being taken? yes... being flirty? I guess so...(I'm not bitchy, I'm just kinda flirty in a way)*

3) Would you kiss your ex?
> it depends on which x... but I prefer not getting involve with them anymore*

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
> oh yes! a thousand times w/ the same person. PRO nako aning butanga. tsk! call me martyr! aw di diay..bogo ug tanga...*

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is oK?
> NO! cheating is cheating...*

7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
> yes... I've talked about it w/ my boyfriends (now exs) ug sa akong trato karon (joke2x ra nako) but I really dont have plans getting hooked yet... not now... not next year... not unless ma nurse ko's st8s...ambisyon ding! hehe!*

8) Do you want children?
> o oi! a girl and a boy... i want them to be tennis pros*

9) How Many?
> 2 should be enough...tennis players na sikat. hehe...that's what i want them to be...*

10.) Would you consider adoption?
> nope! tym pa! ngano mani na mga Qs oi... pangminyo man kaayo! tsk...tsk!*

11) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
> yes...kung gwapo or bisan di gwapo basta class A na tennis pro or future nurse . pwede pud future architect or engineer akong agwantahon...hehe...*

12) Do you want someone you can’t have?
> yes...before. karon wa na...and I'm soooo happy with it! nakamata ra jud ko! hooo!time pa... nakuha man nako xa diay oi...*

13) Have you fallen in love?
> YES. a thousand times w/ the same person way back college days...dugay nako wa ka feel ana na feeling until someone came ... mao nana ako bf ron. naks! kornyha!*

14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
> celebrate? aw lahi man dris probinsya oi...y kalaagan. sauna duwa ramig tennis..hehe. ambot.*

15) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
> yes. I can change for someone I love... I guess people change for the main reason they want to please that very special someone... kanang ga uros2x nagyud ang gugma ba...*

16.) Is it a good day?
> yes...everyday is a good day. every day is wonderful*

17) Have you ever broken a heart before?
> yes... guilty ko gamay...gamay ra noon*

18) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
> dunno...*

19) Do you still have feelings for them?
> la na sad...*

20) Do you believe in long distance relationships?
> no. I've tried it before... phone networks ray hayahay...y ayo oi.tsk.tsk*

- kapoi naman blog. wa nay masuwat...tsk.

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gipamaulan akong bag-ang!

Gcrazy jap pranks

egay n' I

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.

~ keller, helen. (b.1880) american author

one of the beauties of kolambugan, lanao del norte. one of my fave spot and location for photography. this is panguil bay... this spot is right across ozamis and mt. malindang. photographed by tatog. I did the enhancement and editing.

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the cutest cake!

wish i could have something like this on my birthday...hehe! wink*

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TC days... golden dorm days

done in room 208 - love-michelle-ate swan room's room

sa terrace pa atbang sa green house. di ko kalimot, kaon tag saging nilatikan ani ate swan! nya wa tay mga lingaw paabot oras sa atong mga klase!

- i miss those days... days of pati, bajul, nalding, alden, champoy hate and the disco assassins, and when engineering boys perform pop jazz during intrams, and when i play tennis every year during intrams, and the maroon shirt we were forced to wear during parades, and when I almost go out everynight with the green house boys nyoroy,jok2x, plaboy,kuya toise, rikee rats, lolong, coachee2x, auggie ...ayan sancho, drinking at aftersix with kre and paula, and when i go home drunk almost every night, and playing under the rain at the rooftop with michelle, ate swan, baki, joji, che2x, joy, norgo, love2x... and drinking before class starts, sunday departmentals (hate it.haha!), i miss bringing tracing papers and t-squares, and when friends calls my name everytime i pass by the lobby, bajul days!, auggie days! wahaha! fabe,x'chan, pax,jonah,inot, guiang, girlie days! going to the beach every end of the semester and goshing over nicky gambito's body, inum! inum! inum!, puking, julie's tinola sa hang-over, gwapo gwapa! tabo sa tc (nindot pa kaayo sauna!), dona isabel girls...ate jen, chen, libeth,marjorie, joyce, bibang, tabi sa room, shell, starship troopers!, the eeks and shrieks! tabing ilog on sundays, porkchop and dinuguan sa gwapo gwapa, tocino sa lucky 13! fire exit (na si kre ray makadaog), nora! hahaha!, overnights,kamang sa hagdanan, padi's point, spaghetti bridge days, brownhouse, manang delia bespren (landlady sa greenhouse na hate kaayo ko niya! haha!), roofing, deadlines, pressures, CAFA, and oh yeah!...it wouldn't be called tc days without talamban and of course USC-TC! siwagkang!!!

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Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
Hey, baby your nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when you been telling them fibs
Now I say my trust's getting weaker
Probably coz your lies just started getting deeper
And the reason for your confession is that you learn your lesson
And you really think I ought to know the truth
Because you lied and you cheated and you lied a little more


And you lie and you lie and you lie and you lie
And now our emotions are drained
Cos you lie and you lie and a little lie lie
And now my emotions are drained



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landing*

sa wakas... na tuman nagyud akong plano na mobalik sa kolambugan para mag photo shoot. kuyog si egay nako. beh! buang ka! nindot kaayo imong shots... saonz! igo ra tig click, akoi tig sight. hehe... i did the editing though pero saon nalang pud ug wa ka beh...hehe!

thanks pud ni egay for the nice shots with my boyfriend... sulit akong 250 sa crudo oi!

I've found it...

location: landing. kolambugan lanao del norte

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Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

chasing cars
snow patrol


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yesterday... i forget the world for about 4 hours...

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Love, thy will be done
I can no longer hide
I can no longer run
No longer can I resist the guiding light
It gives me the power to keep up the fight

thy will love be done...

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7 bottles of redhorse beer, a ballpen & a blue book

spent yesterday with my boyfriend...

scribbling n' drawing (drew what's on my mind: selos/ y salig)

wala jud kay boot beh noh? he laughed.

pildi pa gyud ko'g bitay! layo pgyud kaayog score!

(alangan ang category thriller/action di ko tig tan-aw.tsk.tsk.)

shanghai noon ra akong na tag-anan intawon. tsk!

really had fun Y

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accidentally inlove

one morning I woke up

and saw a tiny white puffy object on the floor

right in front of my bed...

and guess what 's its shape... haha!

ok! you're right! i've been hit by cupid's arrow! sessshhh...

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"sometimes I wonder... will God ever forgive us for what we've done to each other?

then I look around and realize...God left this place a long time ago..."

- a very nice film about the sad fact of smuggled/conflict diamonds which inflicted civil war in Sierra Leonne (Africa) in which thousands have died and millions have become refugees. 2 thumbs up!** (mao pa intawon pag tan-aw nako aning salidaha ganiha..tsk!)


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lamias akong buntag biya oi!

mom: mai mahaw nata (woke me up)


ako: (still in bed. eyes half open)


mom: dili mosugot imong daddy adto kag bukidnon. akong gisulti.an ganiha


ako: (bummed. went back to sleep)




..I absolutely know the reason! and I know she just made it up!
to hell! I'M GOING!!!




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I was blogging and going through anything on the net when I thought maybe

Jessica Zafra

has a blog... so I googled that famous name above and alas! I found her! yey!! boring days (when I sometimes find playing tennis very tiring, and watching movies doesnt help) are over! hehehe!

-i kinda miss reading articles like zafra's.


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paet!

people are getting that skinny look while here I am...
going the opposite direction!!! arrggghh!!!


waaaaa! help!


currently staring at the pearl white bottle (where I promised to stop drinking the hazardous pill.tsk... just a few pounds and pills ...then it'll do. heeeee!)



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vital signs n' stuff

whew... after a short week of wearing white aprons, enduring the tight stocking, pretending not to mind the white cap sticking on the back of my head, and ending with a whole day exam yesterday, I finally reached this moment... ahhhh... a day with nothing to do but sleep and watch a movie. too bad dad asked me to bath the dogs and clean the bathroom. tsk! tsk! but who cares! nothing could ruin my day, nothing could be better than this.

I spent the whole:

• having a picnic during aug's birthday


• eating dinner at laneco every night


• videoke (had to get used to it...no choice!)


• drinking beer


• going to iligan with my nursing friends (inum sa batsi)


• and oh yeah! taking vital signs! haha!

and who said I was talking about a "duty"? hehe... I'd be lying if I wont say I had fun this week.

How many times did I pray

You'd find me

How many wishes on a star...

- love for tennis. tennis for love. love for you...

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#19

once you open this, You have ten
minutes to repost with the ONE number
that fits you best or you will be
single for the next five years.

0.....Ugly.
1..... Single.
2..... Heartbroken.
3..... Single and loving it.
4..... Want to tell someone you like
them.
5..... Crushing.
6..... Like someone you can never have
probably.
7..... eaten animal crackers for dinner
8..... Taken by the best girl/boy ever.
9..... Missing her.
10..... Missing him.
11... Single but my heart is taken.
12....Like over 4 girls/guys.
13... Sick of getting hurt.
14... its watever
15... Confused.
16... Still love your ex.
17... Talkin to someone.
18... afraid to say i love you
19... I am just a power ranger.
20... Slightly mad at the opposite sex.
21... I'm a fighter
22... Just don't know what to do.
23...Like someone dat likes u back but
not going out
24... You sometimes think that your a
jedi in training
25..... you faught a koala and lost


I am just a power ranger...no... I AM A POWER RANGER!


-ahak! y inlove dri???? inlove baya ko! nyahahaha!

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promises lies and love

- tambay sa sagbot. basta mainlove ma corny! heeee

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