boredom converted to a pain in the neck.
(i usually get back and neck pains whenever I marinate myself in the mainframe).

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having trouble reading what's in his mind? here's a dose of "what was he thinking" med to aid that little confusion. wink!* wink*


1* Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE).

2* Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3* Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4* Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5* Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

6* Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

7* Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

8* Guys get jealous easily.

9* Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

10* Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

11* Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

12* A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

13* Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

14* Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

15* Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

16* When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

17* If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

18* If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

19* When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

20* When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

21* Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

22* A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

23* Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

24* Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

25* Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

26* If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

27* Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

28* When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

labels: copy/paste. got this from pearl's blog.
photo from deviantArt



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* Mood: Agony

*

*
I ache to look at you speak flowers.I long to brace you and we’ll shatter into feathers. A playful kid threw a giant paper airplane
above us.
*
*
Maybe, there are no seas under your sky. And maybe, maybe you got tired of flying my kites.
*

~



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DO YOU MISS HIM/HER/THEM?
DO YOU MISS YOUR SELF?
DO YOU MISS BEING THE WORLD FOR SOMEONE?
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by: klit-shy. deviantArt.
photo: me.

tinay! I've read your journal and it's the coolest! your words speaks every photographer's thoughts - the zest for and interest in life. reliving moments. once again, thank you for using one of my photos. I love your writings. actually, I envy it... you truly are gifted.

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wa lang. just felt like posting... kay murag wa nakoy dagway sa akong blog. hehe!




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1.Three Names You Go By:

mai2x, mayang, siwagkang(dona isabel dorm days...it's a long story. wink*)

2. Three Things found in your
schoolbag:

- hmmm... cellphone, compact, ballpen

Love Survey: You must answer every
question TRUTHFULLY!!


[01] Are you currently in a
relationship?
- yip!

[02] Have you ever been given a rose?
- yes, from my mom, honestly. hehe

[03] What is your all-time favorite
lovestory movie?
- wild hearts can't be broken. it's an old flick. I saw this movie when I was in grade 6 i think. and I've been looking for a DVD of this film.

[04] Are you inlove right now?
- yeah, I think so, if this is what "inlove" is.

[05] Do you believe that everyone
has a soulmate ?
- yeah I guess... someone told me before that when you look at the stars, wandering where could that person be, that special person is also doing the same thing, right there, at that very moment.

[06] What's your current problem?
- hmmm... kapoy nag skwela

[07] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
- oh yes! a hundred times with the same person.

[08] Your thoughts of online or long
distance relationships?
- naaah... won't work. hago, kapoy, sakit.

[9] Have you ever seen a friend as more
than a friend?
- hupas nani. but yes. and it was very complicated.

[10] The person your with right now,
do you want to spend your life with?
- yeah...maybe. :)

[11] How many kids do you want to
have?
- 2. a gurl and a boy... and both should be tennis players. hihi!

[12] What is/are & your favorite
color?
- green and pink.

[13] Who are your celebrity crushes?
- josh hartnett melts my heart. :D

[14] Do you believe you truly only
love once?
- yeah, I guess so. :)

[15] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse
just died, would you get re-married?
- haha! no way!

[16] Do you believe in love at first
sight?
- oh yes! and whirlwind romance too!

[17] What song u want to be played at
your wedding?
- nah daghan kaayo! but I Do by 98 degrees would sure be on the list.

[18] Do you like anyone?
- yes...i like and love my boyfriend. ;p



way lingaw. got this from cookie's friendster post. ;)


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he loves me...

not entertaining the chillimansi pancit canton popping from what seems to be every side of my brain, instead I took this opportunity taking shots of this beautiful tiny flowers while waiting for our game.


of course, I was with my man. :)


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my grandma told me that if you miss someone, you just call him through a "banga" and he'll be running home or knocking on your door sooner than expected...


I've done that before...right at this very old water jar, but I can't remember to whom I was calling, and I don't know if it worked, I couldn't remember...


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Taken from The Voice of Talamban magazine way back college years.


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butuay. jimenez, mis. occ

labels: reminiscing

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nanginhas

photo: me. seawall, baroy.

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tidbits of thanatos

*
I resurrected when
we kissed on a hammock with the empty
night as spectator.

.
You are the scar on my knee.
I am aware that you have a story but I
do not know the plot.

^
The street kid who wore a flower girl dress
died due to hunger because your city mayor
hired too many maids and bodyguards.

=
If ghosts have unfinished business, then
my heart is haunted.

*
The murder of distance would mean
I, writing haiku on your bareback as you
sleep after we made love two inches from
the door.

+
Danger: Accident Prone Area.
Die in my thighs.

=
We were butchered in-betweens but
you taught me how to breathe through
your lips.

*
History celebrates the death of Hitler,
I celebrate the birth of your tyranny over
my slumber.

^
You are too wonderful to die today.

Too
beautiful
for
suicide.




* we all die somewhere

thanks mai for the preview photo.





- reposting modern patadyong's thoughts. thank you klitshy for gracing my snapshots... for believing in me.Ü


photo: me. bee farm, bohol.

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spent tuesday having a lunch date picnic at the seawall. I've been dying to do this since like forever... so it only took me minutes to pack things and foods from the table and drove off to bay-bay with my guy. we're not alone though... we have ants joining our date... and I gave them chocolate cake and shrimp shells! :D



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"Rain rain go away, come a gain another day, little mai2x wants to play" (with two fingers at both hands doing an open-close-scissor-like errr... thing). mao daw nay sumpa sa uwan ingon ang mga tiguwang. I mean the scissor thingy (ako2x ra ang chant...hihi!) and i do this almost everyday, everytime I play tennis because it drizzles almost every afternoon here. darn! seems like there's no summer happening here in lanao...excited na unta kos summer feeling oi! tsk! :(


photo: selojRamu.deviant art

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