Love, thy will be done
I can no longer hide
I can no longer run
No longer can I resist the guiding light
It gives me the power to keep up the fight

thy will love be done...

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7 bottles of redhorse beer, a ballpen & a blue book

spent yesterday with my boyfriend...

scribbling n' drawing (drew what's on my mind: selos/ y salig)

wala jud kay boot beh noh? he laughed.

pildi pa gyud ko'g bitay! layo pgyud kaayog score!

(alangan ang category thriller/action di ko tig tan-aw.tsk.tsk.)

shanghai noon ra akong na tag-anan intawon. tsk!

really had fun Y

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accidentally inlove

one morning I woke up

and saw a tiny white puffy object on the floor

right in front of my bed...

and guess what 's its shape... haha!

ok! you're right! i've been hit by cupid's arrow! sessshhh...

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"sometimes I wonder... will God ever forgive us for what we've done to each other?

then I look around and realize...God left this place a long time ago..."

- a very nice film about the sad fact of smuggled/conflict diamonds which inflicted civil war in Sierra Leonne (Africa) in which thousands have died and millions have become refugees. 2 thumbs up!** (mao pa intawon pag tan-aw nako aning salidaha ganiha..tsk!)


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lamias akong buntag biya oi!

mom: mai mahaw nata (woke me up)


ako: (still in bed. eyes half open)


mom: dili mosugot imong daddy adto kag bukidnon. akong gisulti.an ganiha


ako: (bummed. went back to sleep)




..I absolutely know the reason! and I know she just made it up!
to hell! I'M GOING!!!




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I was blogging and going through anything on the net when I thought maybe

Jessica Zafra

has a blog... so I googled that famous name above and alas! I found her! yey!! boring days (when I sometimes find playing tennis very tiring, and watching movies doesnt help) are over! hehehe!

-i kinda miss reading articles like zafra's.


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paet!

people are getting that skinny look while here I am...
going the opposite direction!!! arrggghh!!!


waaaaa! help!


currently staring at the pearl white bottle (where I promised to stop drinking the hazardous pill.tsk... just a few pounds and pills ...then it'll do. heeeee!)



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vital signs n' stuff

whew... after a short week of wearing white aprons, enduring the tight stocking, pretending not to mind the white cap sticking on the back of my head, and ending with a whole day exam yesterday, I finally reached this moment... ahhhh... a day with nothing to do but sleep and watch a movie. too bad dad asked me to bath the dogs and clean the bathroom. tsk! tsk! but who cares! nothing could ruin my day, nothing could be better than this.

I spent the whole:

• having a picnic during aug's birthday


• eating dinner at laneco every night


• videoke (had to get used to it...no choice!)


• drinking beer


• going to iligan with my nursing friends (inum sa batsi)


• and oh yeah! taking vital signs! haha!

and who said I was talking about a "duty"? hehe... I'd be lying if I wont say I had fun this week.

How many times did I pray

You'd find me

How many wishes on a star...

- love for tennis. tennis for love. love for you...

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#19

once you open this, You have ten
minutes to repost with the ONE number
that fits you best or you will be
single for the next five years.

0.....Ugly.
1..... Single.
2..... Heartbroken.
3..... Single and loving it.
4..... Want to tell someone you like
them.
5..... Crushing.
6..... Like someone you can never have
probably.
7..... eaten animal crackers for dinner
8..... Taken by the best girl/boy ever.
9..... Missing her.
10..... Missing him.
11... Single but my heart is taken.
12....Like over 4 girls/guys.
13... Sick of getting hurt.
14... its watever
15... Confused.
16... Still love your ex.
17... Talkin to someone.
18... afraid to say i love you
19... I am just a power ranger.
20... Slightly mad at the opposite sex.
21... I'm a fighter
22... Just don't know what to do.
23...Like someone dat likes u back but
not going out
24... You sometimes think that your a
jedi in training
25..... you faught a koala and lost


I am just a power ranger...no... I AM A POWER RANGER!


-ahak! y inlove dri???? inlove baya ko! nyahahaha!

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promises lies and love

- tambay sa sagbot. basta mainlove ma corny! heeee

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heaven right here on earth...

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finally... someone has arrived and broke the cycle

Djokovic upsets Federer in Canada

Tennis - Djokovic had not beaten Federer in their four previous meetings. 20-year-old Novak Djokovic produced a fantastic performance to beat top seed Roger Federer and win the Montreal Masters.

Djokovic had never beaten Federer but overcame the world number one

7-6 (7-2) 2-6 7-6 (7-2) in a thrilling match.
The Serb saved six set points in the first set and took it on a tie-break only for defending champion Federer to storm back and level the match.
Federer cancelled out Djokovic's early break in the decider but was no match for the 20-year-old in the tie-break.

Djokovic stunned Andy Roddick, Rafael Nadal and Roger Federer as he sped unto the top 10 and ranked 3rd on the ATP rankings.

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"Some people live their whole lives and never fall in love.

I lived my life...
I fell in love."

-Samantha. here on earth (flick)

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my other half

think of me
Think of me fondly when we've said goodbye
Remember me Once in a while, please promise me you'll try
When you find that once again you long to take your heart back and be free
If you ever find a moment
Spare a thought for me
We never said our love was evergreen
Or as unchanging as the sea
But if you can still remember
Stop and think of me
Think of all the things we've shared and seen
Don't think about the way things might've been
think of me
Think of me waking, silent and resigned
Imagine me trying too hard to put you from my mind
Recall those days
Look back on all those times
Think of the things we'll never do
There will never be a day when I won't think of you.

Flowers fade
The fruits of summer fade
They have their seasons, so do we
But please promise me...
that you will think of me........

- phantom of the opera

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- stolen ... hurt.

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Yu

isn't it obvious its choreographed? hehehe...

i miss you guys...

-photo taken after our ama's burial. these are my cousins... I even forgot I am an only child.

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untitled...

I’m not certain who i am now...
maybe tomorrow...or maybe it was yesterday...
Ive changed and I’m lost...my strength depleted...
my soul left me...my mind in struggle...
only my love is strong...my faith shattered...
i am GOD in my own little world...
save me or be saved by me...
either way we're dead in His eyes...
i am nothing in this world as He is no one in mine...
lay down your heart...be mine...
be my queen coz it is I the king of dreams...



-aef


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nothing for today.
no text messages.
just a zit on my forehead
and on my face.
tsk.tsk!

i m!sS YOu!

haaay! uli na beh!

ayaw nag adto didto sunod hap...

paet way signal! mingaw!

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lindsay dako'g bagtak! hehehe...

lovin' lindsay... yes. she's my fave.

-and I don't care if she's livin' her life to it's alcohol heights. by the way, the black thingy above her ankle is an alcohol meter. tsk.

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dokol ay! gimingaw na lagi ko nimo...

gahi'g ulo!

i really miss you. :(

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" Trees"

I think that I shall never see
A poem lovely as a tree.

A tree whose hungry mouth is prest
Against the sweet earth's flowing breast;

A tree that looks at God all day,
And lifts her leafy arms to pray;

A tree that may in summer wear
A nest of robins in her hair;

Upon whose bosom snow has lain;
Who intimately lives with rain.

Poems are made by fools like me,
But only God can make a tree.

Joyce Kilmer. 1886–1918


- i miss this poem.

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mga nars!

1st sketch. done in the middle of a class...bored.

2nd sketch... still bored. drawn on the same class.

i like the first sketch better. way lingaw sa classroom... BORED as usual! got my ballpen and scribbled.

these are my nars barkada.

mangadatu mi tanan except ni aug2x...bilin ras pinas! wahaha!

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super cute tennis bag

auntie merlyn gave this to me ... I've waited for months for the balik bayan box...and after the long wait... my agony has perished... ;D

ahhhh... at last...

thanks te!

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to wimbledon n beyond! haha!

I'll be there when the world stops turning

I'll be there when the storm is through

in the end I wanna be standing at the beginning

with you...

friends forever chen!

mangadatu gyud tas amerika ha!

puhon!

- friends since birth...

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dear buang

sorry kung wa koi klaro usahay... aw nagka dugay ta, nagka permi na diay akong pag ka way klaro.hehe...

sorry if spoiled kaayo ko... selosa pagyud! ah! kun man chix lagi ka, bali gyud na imong pilok bap!

I'm sorry for my mood swings... maka buang ug apil noh?... pag-anad nlang ha...bahalag cge kag tumbling tungod ani! tsk. tsk. sorry.

sorry permi nalang taka awayon. bisan way bikil, mangita gyud ko'g bikil. tsk.tsk! amaw man ko oi...hooo!

sorry na hurt takas akong mga text last night...ahak! gamahay baya ko adto. nabilar na hinoon ko'g ayo! akong bola gud ganiha nanglupad! tsk!

ambot. di ko ka explain... it's sooo wonderful when you're around. ze!!!

bitaw way binuang, lahi ra kaayo ka. you spoil me with everything...

thanks 4 always trying to keep up with me, for coming here, for waking up 5:30am just to come here to play tennis with us. imo nagyud kong na spoil.heeeeee!

thanks 4 bringing me to ur place... those places, katong sapa, grabe ka nindot oi. pantalan sad ta ligo next time ha! ah! basta!

I like it everytime you'll get mad at me for the things I've done... it just proves I am important 2 you. ah...lagi! sorry amaw.

haaay... ambot. i like you becoz u cared 4 me so much, nya humooot kaayo ka whooole day... ahak. cge takag awayon, cge kag panlood, cge kog sorry, murag nainlab na noon ko'g ayo! ahak nani!

thanks for brightening my day...4 making me smile... and making life worthwhile...geeezzz...

thanks 4 your silly stories, and corny jokes that end us into giggles and laughters...

cge ratag laag y kwartahay.ahak. practice tag kaon banana q ani. haha! hold-up lagi ta baaaaaa! didto ila shobe! hehe.

thanks for enduring everything... ah daghan pa oi! di lang ko palabi. basin mo react si pamc! nyahahaha! hehe... hilas ug o.a na unya...di raba ko ganahan ug post ug mga inani...hehehe...

la lang. it's just my way of thanking you 4 coming into my life.Ü heeeee! hahahaha! animal!

unsa naman ni... naigo nako'g ayo.

143! patdi na hap! rumble...midday...hehe. Y

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marina. maricel. mai2x

mai. pwede pud dula ta. kami sa akong bana. kamo sa imong uyab....
o cge. pwede pud te. kanus-a man? ugma lang kay gihilantan man ko karon...

*an hour later*

te. unsa naman? karong 25 nalang nato duwaon oi...fiesta sa pigkarangan...

ambot mai oi...kay murag ni maayo na raba si galen...

unsay galen? hahahaha!!! galen man hinoon! hahahaha! te! te! si galen daw! hahaha!
hahahaha! wahahahaha! gapataka raman ka marina oi! hahahaha!

huh? aw kinsa diay? wala namong galen? wala na d.i mong galen?!

wahahahahahahahahahaha!!!! hahahahahahahahaha!

aw kinsa na diay imong uyab ron? haha! hehe!!!

tura o! tura ai!

hahahaha! hehehehe! tingala bitaw ko nanghagad ka...pero kombate gihapon oi! ka maayos imong bana...

si tatog? si tatog imong uyab ron mai??? ngak! dili ko oi! ay dili! taas ra kaayos tatog! ahak! abi nakog si galen...

hahahahaha! kung si galen pud...tawon pud oi. ubos ra kaayo mi. di mi kasukol.

hahahaha! hihihihihi! tingala bitaw ko nanghanggat ka! wahahahaha!

sus te! mygani ni mention kag ngan! basin pag abot ana na time ma shock ka dili si galen ang akong kauban...nyahahahahaha!



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and i hate you... and i hate you... god! i hate you so much!

..because now, I am falling deeper patay!

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johny

johny coughed as he smokes his cigarette
catching a glimpse as the moon failed to come out
the air passing by made him shiver
johny was longing for someone to hold him
as he stared at an empty space
he was crying, remembering her
he pulled his guitar and strummed it
reminiscing the past where he dedicated his song

i looked at johny and he was puffing his cigarette
he was adored by many and
he was wearing a pink dress, i thought he was perfect
but now i wondered where he was
johny you know its not the end
the moon came out and the wind came crashing the windows
it's a cold night and i was looking for johny
there he was lying on the floor with a photograph in his hand
it was a picture of her, she could be the one
i looked at myself and i could see johny in me
my heart crashed like an old rocking chair
johny cant really see my heart in despair
it was you johny I adored
it was johny who makes my world go round

the night was dark but i could see the moon shining
the trees were dancing and i saw johny in his pink dress
he stood up and realized he was a big shit
he teared his pink dress and danced in the rain
i could hear the thunder as he said to me
it's all because of you why i am in pain.


- I miss you (2nd yr. college)... spag bridge, overnights and beers...

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4,000 more to go...

and you'll be mine...wahahahaha!

ahak! asa pud kaha ko mangitag 4k?huhuhu!

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ang celfon bow!

tambay ming buang dapit ostrich, pa bugnaw... before sa among commercial

this is all I ever wanted to do...

linkod ra under my fave tree at my fave spot.

ahak ning celfona! nindot unta kaayo ang lugar...

ge murder sa picture! grrr!

daog mi ganiha (vs. ate tata & abe2x) 8-3. pildi mi nila last week 8-3.

and daog igo ra gikaon ug cake! hahaha! 200. bayad bola! ahak!

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"beh..."

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I took a taxi from LA to Venus
In 1985 I was electromagnetically sucked
Back in to a party going on that night
It was the glory of the 80's
With karma crawn up in lines
And two bugle boys models saying 'baby.
It's a freebee you sure look deprived'
I had the Story of O in my bucket seat
Of my wanna be Mustang
Auditioning for reptiles in their
Raquel Weish campaign
IN the glories of the 80's

- 80's songs are the best... wa nay makalupig sa new wave ug rock ballads!



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cool ad

- suyaa nakos lobot ooooiiii!

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salamat sa mga financiers! hehe!

home sweet home...

just got home from ozamis. ate tata and I went there yesterday, inum mi sa housing with tatog (libre ate tata!), niapas akong cuz bansiong (hmmm...6yrs. naman cguro mi wa gakita... gwapohan kaayo si ate tata niya!haha!), apas pud jombelz, ate tata went home (kay di xa sugtan sa iya darling...tsk!) nya pag ka gabii apas akong cuz bobby (6yrs. nasad mi wa gakita, xa libre tanan!) went to gats restobar...ordered anything and beer and tequilla. went home at 1am...slept. didto sila tanan sleep sa house except bobby. hooo...drinking session started at 2pm, ended at 1am...hoo! kakapoy! pero lingaw!Ü

gaw! tnx ayo gaw! tnx ate tata! had a blast!


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papersn'pen 1

"What you risk reveals what you value."

-Winterson, Jeanette. (b. 1959) british novelist





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pairing

eric: doubles ta... kami ni abing kamong tata dinopol pero kinahanglan magpapildi ka, tug-an takang auntie myrna kung di ka mag pa pildi saman???hehe...


tatog: hahaha! animal!



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Y

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haay pwede dri nalang ko 4ever?

drove to kolambugan today (trip lang visit niya!) with only 60 pesos in my pocket (yes, I'm so broke. paet!)...

stayed for an hour at the old pier (sus! lamiii na gyud kaayo mo ambak! para maka tilaw nagyud kog ligo sa pier, next time naman lang daw. ah!)

... then went to their house..stayed for 10 minutes (lito saw us! patay! headlines nasad ni sa tennis court...waaa!)...

..then adto sa baybayon...tambay...kaon banana Q

...nya adto anang pinaka nindot na place (above)...

soooo happy! that place made my day... kun pwede lang didto nalang stay the whole damn day...

...nya ga search mig court na dry, kay lami kaayo e duwa, adto mig lala, bahalag basa, bahalag ulan, duwa gihapon...

thanks 4 this day tog*!Ü grabe ko ka lingaw!

-grrrr! akong phone barat kaayo cam! hay!!! dah! ngano gadanghag gi wala ang fon! tsk! tagam!

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