You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first
I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go
I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first
I loved you first
Beneath the stars came falling on our heads
But they're just old light

they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met

samson


- 9 years of everything... thanks.

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the right angle #1

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finally... a break!

yey! at least we can take a break from the hospital-home-home-hospital route! we're done with our rotation (that's 10 days-8 hours a day), that's 80 hours of taking vital signs, talking to patients, standing, jotting down data, scribbling important notes and making the f**#!@g nursing care plan (NCP). whew! we had our case presentation today and we stayed at the hospital for 12 hours presenting our different cases. animal! kaundangon nako. hehe... huna huna nalang kog dollars ani to hold on. haha! Ü

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sigh*

Capt. Jack Sparrow... marry me! ]

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2 days unexposed!

general edema related to over fatigue as evidence by redhorse! haha! animal! I've been absent from my hospital duties for 2 days now... spasm guro sa lawas. I've never felt like this before. it started last sunday when jombelz and I spent half of the day eating and having a drinking spree at big bro -talking 'bout missing redhorse sessions. tsk tsk. the funny thing was we only had 1 set (that's only 4 bottles of 500 ml)... of red horses! tsk. tsk. I went home with burning headache. migrane! and to make matters worse, I wasn't able to rise from my bed yesterday that had caused me to excuse on my duty. damn! I thought I was going to be sick! kapoy gyud kaayo ang lawas. giligo pagyud nako si myska (my fave german shepherd dog), and I went partying with friends (just dinner and chit chats, "no alcohol") because it was shob's 21st birthday. I thought I was going to be okay so I finished my case study and ended up sleeping at 3 am (witching hour! hihiiii!). when I woke up at 6 am my body was like being slammed by a car... heavy and painful. I almost couldn't lift my arm! so I texted chen that I could make it for duty... I spent the day lying in bed, sleeping, and texting... and now here I am blogging with back aches and heavy arms! grrrr! wapako na ulian! animal! ngano mani! cge pa! bisan gidugo 2nd day duwa gihapon ug tennis, pa uwan pagyud, duty pagyud, inum pagyud... resulta: SIWAGKANG!

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rush 3.3

Y


the time between meeting and finally leaving is sometimes called falling inlove.
- lisa loeb




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halu mai! Ü nami amoa. guiang, ogi, ol, maboc, manny... wish ur here.. Ü

i miss you guys! buno! salamat sa long call last night. wa gihapon mo ga usab ting? tsk. tsk. ol! ni ubos standards sa e-tel? nyahaha! boc! wa gihapon ka realize si shirley? bangaa! man! bedminton naman daw imong sports ron...tsk. tsk. gie, kaw nay guiang ron gie? looya! haha! guiang! miss you guiang, puno tag 3 nah! 2g dayons gutter ba...hehehe! bok... nus-a ka ari? salamats tawag mga buang mo! hahay... buno!!!!

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rush 3.2

If I lay here If I just lay here

Would you lie with me

and just forget the world?

Y

- if i could just spend one day with you without the world staring at us... just one day.


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rush 3.1

forbid... love... forbid...

Y

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Even if there is pain now
Everything will be alright
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me?
There's a rainbow always
After the rain...

- taken yesterday after everyone's gone and everything went back to normal, well almost.

view: MCC, Tubod, lanao del norte

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rush

Y

say you'll never fall...

save it.

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now you rest with them... with the people you loved and loved you...

now you leave... with good memories with us...

you carried such agony...

now your burdens were lifted to him.

to a good mother, grandma, wife, and friend.

may you rest in peace.

goodbye ama.

you'll always be remembered.

we love you...

feb.11, 1924 - june 10, 2007


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I don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
I don't like illusions I can't see
Them clearly

I don't care no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually
What you'll do

I don't mind...
I don't care...
As long are you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
And in between it always seems too long
All of a sudden

And I have the skill, yeah I have the will
To breathe you in while I can
However long you stay
Is all that I am

I don't mind...
I don't care...
As long are you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's always the same

Wrong or right
Black or white
If I close my eyes
I's all the same

In my life
The compromise
I close my eyes
It's all the same



all the same
sick puppies


-haaay...kanindot.tsk.tsk... sa akong bro, pls kog sepra ani, basta mobalibad boto bap!

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I miss lourdes! nyahaha!

basta ting init, maka dum dum kos lourdes apartment sa talamban, kay mura man mig gi microwave ngadto.nyahaha!

bottle thermometers (hehehe...) kay mahubas mani xas kainit sa kwarto. haha!

that huge frame tells my journey...the monkey below is Mr. Hasul, I won him at Ocean Park HK way back, and since he's a big stuffed toy, hasul kaayo xa dad-on, kay wa may mga courtesy booth ang mga shops ngadto. mahay gud ko ngano naka daog ko...tsk.tsk. I hand carried him all the way here. hasula ungoya! tsk! tsk!

this is my room. I miss those shells and starfishes that compliment my bottles. tsk.tsk. I left it there! hasul ayo dad-on...(tapulan gyud.hehe...)

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pin-up

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8-3!

we won a P600 commercial game yesterday here in baroy in preparation for the araw ng baroy this coming sunday (june 10). thanks to tanduay...yarok oi! hihi! my partner (my x, galen) and I won 8-3 againts christine and his brother nino. pamawi nis among dungog (looy man gud kaayo mis among game pag fiesta sa kolambugan, daot among record ni jay2x, and galen was gaining his reputation here in baroy, 1 ra ila kuha ni atan tong-its dri sauna.tsk!). galen was amazing, and I was also in control, it was a very satisfying job . we've planned and practiced for this game... pero wa gihapon na practice ang stage fright. hahay. it's been 2 weeks now since I called my self anorexic. I totally lose my appetite w/ food, next would be a nervous breakdown! woooh! saonz! bisan ga cge nakog showdown, makulbaan gihapon ko. hahay. we have a game this weekend Araw ng Baroy. my partners would be jay2x and galen so I have to prepare for this "mentally". tsk.tsk. gggrrrr! when will that time be when I could totally eliminate this psychological rat inside! hahay...inum kog racumin sunod.hehe! ;p

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hahay...cute kaayo. hahay.

hahay...nice au ang song...tsk. tsk. maka inlove. all the same by sick puppies. if only everyone could do this, then there would be peace on earth in no time... free hugs campaign! huuugggg!!!